More Than Enough

tear drop at 00:00

2012-02-14T00:05:00.001+08:00

To Be With U

2012-02-13T00:01:00.008+08:00

tfgtg

Hold on, little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up, little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on, baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up. Who cares about little boys
That talk too much?
I've seen it all go down
The game of love was all rained out
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together, baby?
You can make my life worth while
I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
And fate will twist the both of you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

Infinity

2012-02-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

nothing to share

nothing to say

full with fear

stop the tear

cant even shout out loud to say " i'm happy"

i really miss him a lot

i dun wan to say it out

i write it out

for myself

only myself

may

a.k.a

emo girl

STOP

2012-01-19T15:24:00.001+08:00

Please

stop mention about SG

u dun know how much i wish i can go with u

to universal .... to shop ... ice cream with bread

so many new place i wish to go

with u

please ... stop mention about SG

i dun mind u buy thing for me

i wan,

iphone case

dress from top shop (SX)

cute shirt
japanese chicken

but
dun mention again

and
last nite is HURT
never n never get myself HURT again ...

2012-01-17T01:22:00.002+08:00

i really love you

i really love you a lot

pls...

dun say good bye

2012-01-12T17:03:00.002+08:00

i'm not ok ...

another day

2012-01-11T16:42:00.005+08:00

even i knew it

even i knew it b4 i ask

even i prepared b4 i ask

no matter how hard i try to keep the memory

it keep get spoiled

i dun know what r u doing

also

i dun know y u wan to do that

y i cant keep at least one wonderful thing for myself

at least for now

all thing happen so fast

i dun wan to force myself

pls stop forcing me too

what u trying to do

is to get over me faster ?

i doubted ...

i think tonite
i...
...
...
COL
again

~ No Life ~

2012-01-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

Finally,

i get what u mean by NO LIFE

wake up with fear

didnt feel any thing is waiting me there

like the time just pass beside me

nothing can make me happy

nothing can make me feel i'm important

i'm no budy

keep smile to customer

pretent i'm strong in front parent

pretent i'm ok in front everyone

but i'm not ok

i'm tired

i only can be myself at nite in my room

not LOL ...

only COL ......

to make myself feel better

it's over

2012-01-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

By seeing those pic
it remind me alot of thing
but it only mean to me
not for you anymore

i wish i could be just like u
forget everything
let go everything
enjoy the life

start to see 2 ppl photo of u
start to delete 2 ppl photo of us

deleting photo like cutting pieces from my heart

now i feel
not only bleeding...
i lost it

not only my heart ...
i lost myself

Let me be

2011-12-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Let me be the person

to be with u when u tired

to be with u when u angry

to be with u when u hungry

to be with u when u lonely

to be with u when u need someone to talk with

to be with u when u need someone to hold

i promise this time i will be silent

i just want to be

beside you

support u

hold u

give u a place that u always wan to be

Hurt enough

2011-12-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

i miss holding ur hand

i miss sleep inside ur arm

i miss eating with u

i miss watching tv with u

i miss talking with u

i miss listsen to ur story

i miss ur hug

i miss ur kiss

i miss ur touch

6 months

untill now

i still miss u THOMAS CHIN

Mr. Wrong

2011-10-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

Don’t it seem like,

like I’m always there when it matters
But missing most of the other time, a terrible pattern
The rewards I see from working made me an addict
Theres way more people that want it than people that have it
I dont get it, I would hate to think I tricked ‘em
They fall victim to my system, guess I sure know how to pick ‘em
And I’m always her regret, yeah, I’m always her regret
And I always make it harder on whoever’s coming next
It goes up and down, it’s just up and down
She’s crying now but she’ll laugh again
Cause we on the rise and she here with us
In expensive shit, just keeps happening
She loves it, she stares at me like who does this
And we hold hands while I pray that she’s not the type to hold grudges
I’m wrong..

Bad boys aint no good
Good boys aint no fun
Lord knows that I should
Run off with the right one

[Chorus]
Me and Mr Wrong get along so good (so good)
Even though he breaks my heart so bad (so bad)
We got a special thing going on
Me and Mr Wrong (mister wrong)
Even if I try, no, I never could
Give him up cause his loves like that
Aint no way that I’m moving on
I love my Mr Wrong

Hung up off your good
You calling, I run
My fan is screaming at me don’t do it
Dont do it baby
I guess they never had none

[Chorus]

When he put that loving on me, I can’t think of nothing
That’ll make me walk out
I’m holding on
I love my Mr Wrong
He be kissing and touching on me
I can’t help but love him
I must be out my mind
For going so strong
I love my Mr Wrong

[Chorus]
Me and Mr Wrong get along so good (so good)
Even though he breaks my heart so bad (so bad)
We got a special thing going on
Me and Mr Wrong, (mister wrong)
Even if I try, no, I never could
Give him up cause his loves like that
Aint no way that I’m moving on
I love my Mr Wrong

2

2011-08-31T08:08:00.000+08:00

The last 2 days in Liverpool

Having last paper this morning

also the last time walk to class

with you all my lovely housemates

from 1hour distance become 25 min distance

in 3 months time we can imrove so much

hehe

well,

this is the 1st thing i will miss when going back

never walk so much in Malaysia before

and today just realize

how enjoy i am to walk in cold weather

pass thru alot of places

and realize

so much places i haven visit

so many shops i haven go

so many foods i haven try

and now i just left 2 days time

start to clean my room and packing my thing

make me feel extremely sad now

happy to go back home too

just feel unreal

try to think back the 1st day i came in this room 22

and my room 22.4

with pinky bed

having own toilet

and kitten + living room

it's so comfortable and enjoyable environment
and now
it just a empty room
full with memories
we cooked,eat,study,playing card,watched tv,talking

T_T

when i start to adopt to it

it's time for me to move out

............................

....................

..........

(emo ING)

The 81th day

2011-08-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

Today 14.8.2011 Sunday 2.45am

the 81th day in uk

around 2 months time

change a lot of things

is good or bad

i don't know

time for me to learn to be dependent

time for me to be mature

time for me to think about myself

so many thing happen

i been lost, lonely,sad,happy and emo

learn to overcome myself

learn to make it better

fill them full when i feel empty

i learn it

make myself busy when i sad

i did it

enjoy my life to the max

i tried

and

cant deny that

i miss you

i miss wake up from your arm

keep think the last hug we had in airport

2 months ago

9 August 2011 Tutorial

2011-08-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

Beer~~~~

is cheaper in UK if compare to Malaysia

the cheapest we can find here like

88 pence can get a 568ml Magners

End of my wonderful LONDON trip

went to the tutorial for the next day

really fully Utilize the 3 days in LONDON

make me so hard to woke up in the morning

lan lan de walk to class at 2pm

and keep thinking how to pass that 1 hour tutorial

so can go back rest

But turn out to be

the coolest tutorial i never have

Guinness - today topic

everyone become so talkative today

no matter what the tutor said

sure will have feedback from us
(normally no body answer de)

hahaha

the tutor ask whether we have read the case study at first
unfortunately NO
but we can answer him very well

tutor : where is Guinness from
we : London
where is Tiger from
we : Singapore
where is Carlsberg from
we : Denmark

hehe
so pro neh
next question is
what to do to attract more customer
and ask which stage are we
available
acceptable
adopter
adorers
rejected

XD

Really have fun to study in UK

As At 4 July 2011

2011-07-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

Date : 25.6.2011

Location : Cambridge

Attendance : 9 people

Transport : KC Bus
Duration : 1 day

Theme : Blue

this trip we followed KC to Cambridge

"lebara "coll" lebara"

hahaha....

love Xiaoping said that each time

make the whole group laugh ^^

punting ... punting

good experience

as student from oxford university

punting for us

1 Malaysia

was in relax mood by follow tour to trip
no need to worry about the transport, time, and getting lost

Date : 3.7.2011 - 4.7.2011
Location : Stonehenge + Oxford
Attendance : 8 people
Duration : 2 days 1 night

Transport : as below ...

cool right?

one more thing ...
talaa.....

even just a 10 min drive but i promise myself
never n never wan to drive in uk
haha.........
scary lo....

1stop : Stonehenge

not really know about it's history
just knew it as
世界七大奇迹之一——英国巨石阵
here i come !!!

never deny it is so beautifully
but

too small d la...
i though they are Huge !!!

so we need took photo like this ...

see what i mean

Stonehenge... where are you ???
hee ....

Finally

Stonehenge with us

2nd stop : Salisbury

3rd stop : Oxford

entry to Mcd toilet in Oxford ^^

Hey guys,
i cant find any group photo le
what happen to our " pattern pattern"

kindly provide if any ya ^^

To be continue...

The 9 of us

2011-07-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

The number of 9 always by my side

no matter
where i go

what I'm doing

who i meet

all also related to number 9

and here in uk

somehow become
the 9 of us

the FCUK team

and the PRIMARK team

we STUDY together
we WALK to school together
we have our LUNCH, DINNER together

normally is girl cook den guy come eat
surprisingly it is so special for our group
which is
our chefs are the guys
hahah
yeng rite???
they keep fighting while cooking but
the food all very tasty

thank you so much to the chefs ^^

forgot to mention someone here?

wont forget to say thanks to the 1 who bring a lot of ingredient from Malaysia lol
thank you "ah Kent"
because of you, we can eat "bak kut teh"

and others as well ^^

Well,

we have FUN together too

we PLANED for our 1st trip to YORK
this was the greatest,billion, excellent trip for me

1st pic we took before depart
RED yea~~~

and our cars for the day

we drove car in UK
WOHOOO

Start with normal group photo as well

den

slowly ...

more slower ...

and

all pattern pattern came out =P

My favor photo of the day ^-^

Hee....

....

Will we stop here ???

....

the answer is

N
O
P
E

it was a really crazy + fun trip

we ate inside the car
we slept inside the car

Thanks a lot guys =D

wish have more to come in future

* Thanks for those providing the photo yeah

Crazy Friday 17/6/2011

2011-06-19T06:29:00.000+08:00

1. Just slept 2 hours and wake up to complete my 1st assignment

but

on the way to pass the assignment

u know what ????

my housemates n i get

LOST

we walked about 2 weeks already yet we miss the junction

we turn n turn, round n round also came back to Rodney street

=.=!!!

2.While printing assignment,

we printed together with the voucher to get free cheeseburger with chip @ Yates

(we fully utilize the university facility o ^^)

this is the 1st time we went to UK restaurant to have our lunch

total 23 pound and we ate for free ...

damn syok Oooo

3. Shooping at The Body Shop for half day

if compare the price with M'sia

here is much more cheaper when summer sales

lotion & body bath

6 pound each + buy 3 free 1

so total is RM22.50 each

here is the power of 4 girls

yahoo........

smell so good every day

4. Primark part-2

actually plan to find another jacket for myself

but wonder why the jacket still not yet sale

...

....

i bought other lo

hahaha

Yeah ........

really having fun with my housemates

i love today !!!!

Breakfast

2011-06-11T03:43:00.000+08:00

Today wanna talk about my daily Breakfast ^^

my favor yogurt cost only 1pound and can serve for 1 week

1st step: prepare

2nd: put some yogurt on the small bowl

3rd: add in some Chrunchy wheat flakes

4th: mix it

yummy ...

can serve it d

easy and healthy !!!

recently recommened by my housemate

and fall in love with it

have a lot of flavor

1 is Banana Chocolate Flakes

and 2 cherry yogurt

well well, become healthy at uk

haha....

no pic?

morning look cannot take pic o ....

Miss

2011-06-09T05:48:00.000+08:00

Come to UK around 2 weeks already

i miss my family very much

this is the 1st time i leave my home for so long

thanks dad & mum

because of u i able to be here

because of u i able to capture nice picture

because of u i able to learn to be dependence

skype with dad & mum for some times

but they dun know how to use front camare

hahaha

so they see me n let me see the wall ^^

skype with sis-berber

showed me a new cute doggy

and tell me how her doctor life is

msn with sis-fion and her baby

telling her how cheap the beer at here

and she ask me to train myself here

hehe

and skype with my dear-tac

sharing my daily life make me miss u very much

feel so hard to sleep without u

>.<

and thanks a lot my dear for wake up at mid-nite skype with me

♥ u

nah.........

i miss u all crazy !!!!

Primark

2011-06-06T07:06:00.000+08:00

well well well

this blog is for

GIRL ONLY

keep heard from friend that

"PRIMARK is my heaven"

"i love PRIMARK"

now,

i wanna say

"PRIMARK" here i come ~~~

is it not accessory but it fully attract my attention

The is 3 stories of building

when 1st step into the shop

this is what i saw

8 Pound...

4 Pound...

3 Pound...

2 Pound...

per item

hehe...

this is 1st time i visit Primark

and more will come

For the first few days in UK

2011-05-31T03:10:00.000+08:00

Today is the 5th day i stay here, my body already adapt to the environment but my mind still very hard to work together with the body. The weather here is cold n windy and make me shaking all the time. Didnt expect will be cold like now and regret for didnt buy thick thick jacket for myself for this new life here.

Well, sharing some picture took in this few days...

Cute taxi neh >.<

my new housemates ^^

are very pretty and nice o

this is my hostel

and this is my room

i have pinky bed as well ...

sweet

have own bothroom

unbelievable can see some building that only can see in movie

yummy

Wish to try diff food at here

new mission for new life XD


China town

slow cooker for only E10

hehe

public toilet


and this pic i took at 8.30 pm

huh ........... now you know why i cant fully adapt to the environment d. Sleep with the sun,wake up at 5am with the sun and just realize i never see the mood since i come here.HAHA...

Lastly

miss you all very much !!!!

*thanks jia xin for provid pic yea..

The day before and 1st day begin

2011-05-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

Hi every1

sometime i felt it's come too fast yet i prepared a year already

star from my luggage

no idea what to bring at first so just pack whatever i have

but after getting some advise from friends(no need bring much)

here is my luggage

talaaaaa...

i should bring more =.=
(mum,can u post some for me ^^)

and get some sweet staff from my dear

hehe

thank you so much for giving something that can remind me of u
muaks

i though my luggage sure over limit which is 40kg per person,
mana tau,
only 16.2 kg
hahahahaha
but get to know my friend de all nearly 40kg person
and their answer surprise me because they bring rice,soya sos, hao yu
and
some one said
"who didnt bring rice cannot eat rich. same to who didnt bring camare cannot take pic"
hahahaha

ok,after 6 hour of flight,i reach DUBAI
which is 5566km away from MALAYSIA
didnt take much picture because we get stuck inside the airport
hehe
here is some photo for Dubai airport

i got 5 body guard ...

hahaha

kidding la

they so funny

about 4 hours plus make me so tired
and again i start my 8 hours flight to Manchester

TO BE CONTINUE...

Tac 24th Birthday

2011-05-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

For the past 10 years, i always tried hard to plan something or do something special to my hubby's birthday

i wanna make something diff this year 2011

2 weeks ago

i start to search for the cake

i had a lot of idea in my mind

golf cake

(ur new hobby)

18sx cake

(maybe his dad will celebrate together so no dare) hehe

fruit cake

(my favour) ^^

Finally found a cute combination for the cake

it will be a cute surprise and hubby will love it^^

After desire which cake to choose,

Start to plan for the birthday

Beer beer better or steamboat better

I keep doubt about it

(Thanks for Hubby's friend for help me made final decision)

The plan is,

Curi curi invite his friend,

den prepare steamboat

And OT after that

5/5/2011

I started to prepare the ingredient for the steamboat and bbq

Went to tesco after work for food,drink,tomyam paste, vege and …

6/5/2011

Woke up at 7.15am-went to pasar

Work until 2.30pm –cabut from company

Went back home take all the food

Rush to pg island to take the little surprise(cake) ^^

Went to his house and start to prepare steamboat+bbq for the nite

Put the chicken in 3 flavor- black paper,honey and kicap

Clean the prawn pupu and cut into half

Clean all the vege and make sure no worm inside

Cook the tom yam soap for the steamboat

And decorate all the food on plate

(so sad forgot to take pic because really rush on that day)

Lastly is fry some nugget in case birthday boy hungry after work

we started with steamboat&bbq
since every1 so hungry so very less pic
phai sei ya

den little surprise time ^^

every1 busy took pic of the cake

that's y birthday boy hilang

hehe...

dun be shy

just point out which u wan =D

crazzzi photo time!!!

kai: u doing wat o

so cute

TQ^-^ present from kai and tze ying

Happy Birthday Hubby

And everything is just nice and follow my schedule very very well

Untill make me worry..hehe

Really happy that I made it this year

Finally, I didn’t forget your birthday card lol…

Talaaaaaa ^_^

Hope you enjoy your birthday this year hubby …

Muack

3 days 3 couples

2011-01-08T08:52:00.001+08:00

woke up at 8 in Saturday morning
sit in front of the laptop
and review the picture we took in new year eve

.....wow......
i never realize i have so much nice picture for the nite
and it's really a nice memory with you guys (another 2 couples)

share some nice story of 3 couples in 3 days trip

1st couple

2nd couple

3rd couple

(Erm...................thomas,i think we should be more sweet la next time ... hehe )

went to GENTING for the 1st day
and i really enjoy the cold weather and the warm from you guy

went to shopping for the 2nd day
thank you very much my dear and kai for letting chee ying and tze ying
shopping at their *seafood* place which full with small LALA and big LALA
hahaha...........
bought 2 skirs for myself and 1 for mama
but the skir too big d la...
hmm.....

What A Day ....

2010-05-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Result actually come out on 20 of may

somehow received msg from zinjo on 19may that result came out d

at the same time

I'm on my way to kl with mum for shopping

before 19 of may

my life was full with confuses

i need to prepare for going to uk

and

i need to prepare for cant going to uk

at the same time

TARC is really a suck college

giving 8 days for prepare

also make me suffer for the 8days after i get my result

so disappointed when i know my result

which i fail

watching friends post about how they prepare make me dun wan to open my facebook

but i sincerely congratulate for all my friend who pass

and hope u all enjoy

but

i actually expect that i will pass

T__T

i actually prepare some of the staff since i scare 8 days is not enough for me

but now i have whole year to prepare it

i really really extremy sad

..........

my tear like to come out for nothing this few days

and my eyes was so tired

what should i do now

what can i do now

6.5.10

2010-05-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

Thomas' big day

Plan a lot for my dear birthday this year

keep think about how to celebrate his birthday

1. in penang or kl

2. with friend or me

3. what to buy

4. $$$

haha

finally "WE" plan to celebrate in Genting which is his flavour place in kl

a day before i went to buy 1kg cake for him

but the cake very heavy

so thomas help me to carry it

he said :

" Birthday boy need to carry his own Birthday cake"

-.-!!!

well,

around 11pm we went up Genting

and spent a night in a "deluxe room" since the normal room was fully book

this is the

"deluxe room"

that we stayed

@_@ (any diff from the normal 1??)

as usual

自拍 time

him

together

then,

i start to show him the cake that i bought

lucky the cake still inside the box while some 1 drive abit crazy all the way to genting

but

..................

T_T

the cake gone.............................

missing 1 strawberry some more

THomas found it finally ^^

faster put back before taking photo

finally

he is playing with the cake

HAppy Birthday my dear

wish your Dream come true ^^

Birthday boy with his lovely girlfriend

hope u like it

and the special present from me ^^

this is the buffer breakfast on the next day

really enjoy the day with you my dear

hope you enjoy your day too

Happy Birthday

You and Me

2010-05-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

10 years ago you come to my life

is every lucky that the fate bring us together

i'm really happy to have you as my bf for such a long time

you are a caring person

u treat everyone nicely

even just a friend

For the pass 10 years

i never though the time hard to pass by

yet,

i feel not enough

maybe i ask too much

but i really happy to be with you

However,

the 4 months without you by myside

i really can imagine my life

my 4 months time sure will become looooonger than the pass 10 years time

Nothing will change my LOVE toward you

and

i hope nothing will change our love too

Forever and ever and never

want to leave you

so prepare ya ^^

HaPPy Mother's Day ^^

2010-05-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's day =D

this is the latest photo took with my beautiful mum

still remember she told me she look pretty on that day so fast fast took picture

hehe.....

well, searching for what should i buy for mum last few days

finally found out something very interesting and straight make up my mind

DAaaLaa

is cupcakes

so cute right? ^^

this is my mum flavor design

(roses)

but i prefer this ^^

so happy to see my mum smile when she received it

but she not allow me to take her picture with the gift because she not yet bath

haiz ....

anyway

hope u like it mum

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

thanks to EvaDis cake house

the owner very nice

i submit the order form late

late to bank in which one day after

but they still willing to take my order

Fun Site ^^

2010-03-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

~~~ LIFE ~~~

2 years in kl's life is really really really wonderful

i met a lot of new friends

went to a lot of places

& tried a lot of food

here are some short story and some picture i found in my camera that i want to share with

1st of all

2009 is my 9th anniversary

we had a simple celebration at 9/9/2009

in CHILIS

Also,

went to a lot of places

Thanks Thomas =3

Genting

Fraser's hill

waterfall

home made steamboat

Date: last day of 2009

Soup: Tomyam

main course ...hehe

2nd

meet a group of funny guys

this is the picture we took in Malacca

black team = girls

white team =boys

somehow Billy wear black @_@ ???

there are total 3 couples in the trip

1. Sam & Anna

2 Calvin with MingMing

(3) ???

just kidding ^^

3 Thomas & May

Group photo

another fun thing is

they LIKE

super LIKE to go

Genting

UNCOUNTABLE times

and i actually have fun with them ^^

sitting in Starbucks

think about childhood

took picture with nice nice CAr(real car)

Anna got a big jacket

Bukit Tinggi

other

LOGO

Er..... ask ah lai about it

singing

celebrating

food section:

nap time

3rd

have a lot of fun with yuan, sue, zinjo, chai chi and a lot more

i really have fun in kl with you all

watch movie, search for food, shopping, singing, studying

& took a lot of photo ^^

ABM8

4th

Pantai Kerachut

Thomas & Ryan

emo May

emo Ryan

and Happy Thomas playing water =D

amo

Poor Ketam

my mum felt happy that i went to hiking

she said finally i walked out from room

hehe~~

5th

gathering with friends

meet some 1 new

Thai food

took by yee chiann's camera

she say" RM4.50 per piece.. see u all r my friend so i give discount. Normally i sell it for RM5"

HAHAHA

lastly,

meet someone very cute

Emily

my new roommate ^^

- The End -

....

2009-11-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

You’re everything I thought you never were
Ain’t nothing like a thought could have been
Still, you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there
At the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But untill now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you’re not deserved of me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
‘Cause I’ve been afraid that
You would walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there
At the end of the day

Now I met a place I thought I’d never be, oh
I’m living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah
And I won’t be afraid, my broken heart as free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my babe

"somehow i saw myself inside the video"

damn angry !!!!

2009-10-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

why no body told me TARC so suck before i came ...
apply to renew car sticker also need wait 1 year
sem 1 go, ask me come back one month later
after one month say next sem

Now told me come back again after one month
WTF u all doing there
my friend queue after me also get the sticker d
what happen to mine???

really really damn u
dont say i'm rude
because the way ur management do thing is more worse than me

FASTER GIVE ME MY STICKER LARRRRR....

Penang

2009-10-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

2 weeks in Penang life is so wonderfull
without any people disturb my life
i'm so enjoy my holidays

relax at home everyday
playing with my new puppy-chocho

when bored den go hunt for food
went to eat laksa more than 3 times i think

went to gurney
went to queensbay mall
went to BM hiking too

saw alot of Thomas' friend-monkey

fresh papaya

the most happy time is at night time
not clubbing
not night life
is just a simple night sleeping in air cond room with queens size bed with the 1 that i love
almost EVERYNIGHT

Last but not least
gathering with my best friends
cai mei, ying ying & janice
went for seoul garden which is our " lao di fang"

mimi

i love n miss penang so much
no matter where i go.. i felt so warm n so lovely
because they speak the same language with me =)

Holidays

2009-09-29T10:20:00.000+08:00

My Holidays

Spending all the time with the one that i love ....

woke up at 11am (me) and him (1pm) ...

then straight having our lunch .. normally is auntie's cook

feel so happy wor.... no need go buy or ta pao or cook ourselves

haha

After lunch we will go Penang island walk walk,

sometime go shopping center,

sometime go hunt for food,

sometime go for movie,

sometime just window shopping,

but most of the time we spend inside the room......

online lar ,playing psp lar , read magazine lar , fight on the bed lar

hehe...

i'm so enjoy my holidays

getting bored sometime

but i really enjoy the time with you

HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME

^-^

(sorry for no picture because so enjoying my time until only 1 bath per day)

hahahahahah

PS* not everyday

Bye bye curly hair ~~~

2009-09-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

7 months ago ...

i was so crazy about having curly hair ...

saw a lot of magazine ... they all look so nice with curly hair

since my hair is long enough (i thought)

maybe it's time to change my look

i went to salon and asked for what i wanted

but the result always diff

ppl around told me that the first few months will not that nice

but after "few" months will look great

and

i told someone like this also

but after 4 months

wow @_@ surprise to see the volume ???

hehe .... me myself cant tahan

after 6 months went for the first time to cut

hope can look better

as a result

not so bad....

first few days very nice

but after lose the weight of the curly

my hair get its "freedom"

fly here n there even no wind around

haha

untill last 2 days

went to salon again

hehe

sit and suffer for 5 hours

my hair is back

wuuuuuw !!!!!

hehe

look younger again

HAHA

1st day of my holiday

2009-09-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, the most suffer exam period was over .... YAHOO
actually have a very very good plan to enjoy my holiday
but the "lo hen" lecturer of thomas show his lan-si-ness again make both of us so angry & moody

Lucky some1 show up in the right time
Thomas' friend - Tigger ( ops... is Tiger)
as u all know lar.... Thomas' friend is always more important than girlfriend
because they can cheer up him so easily by only showing themselves

well well ...
went up Genting to meet Tiger the night before
meet a new friend called SaSa
then came back home slp for few hours
then went up Genting again to join them for outdoor theme park

Tiger & Sasa

Next trip on the same day is -

"Teng Teng Teng Teng" - Malacca again

yeah.... miss that chicken rice so much

actually just the rice in ball shape but feel diff when eating it

hehe ....

After that,

we walk around , look around, talk around, eat around

and took picture with the historic building

me & SaSa

Thomas, Me & SaSa

this is not me la ....

saw some 1 took their wedding picture there too

SaSa, Tiger, Me and Thomas

SaSa & Me again

Picture of the day ^-^

Last Subject

2009-09-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

LAST subject to go in the second LAST semester ....

now left 11 hours before my paper

and i still sitting here like nothing ...

actually have 2 days to prepare it but i dun know y, some how i give up

i totally no mood to study .... and it's totally not me

i used to fight for the LAST paper but this semester soooo difference

lucky is the last paper

if not,,,,sure die

i lost the motivation ..

i lost the study mood ..

(maybe i keep thinking what to do after the exam)

okok..is my fault

Arg,,,,,,i don't want to fail....i don't wan to resit anymore

............

SM celebration

2009-09-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

Simple and Meaningful celebration in Chilis

when to celebrated 9th anniversary with my 9yrs partner in 090909

but this time is our 1st time celebrate anniversary right?

HAHA .... yaya..... because we dont know the actual date we begin

but Good for him lor.... no need to remember another "important date" =p

well, went to kl Chilis at 3pm something - damn hungry

after picked 1 main course for each and he decide to get 1 more salad

because thought salad may come 1st before the main course

Manatau....

All come together-gether

Before -

FC DORY

FAJITA TRIO (MUST TRY)

MANDALAY SALAD

NO NAME

After -

^0^

yummy

sorry salad ... really cant finish "u"

and the bill was RM***

hehe...... lastly dont forget to take our picture in 090909

The meaning of No.9 for me

2009-09-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

The Power of Nine

The story starts with him, he lived in a No.9 house somewhere in Butterworth

and continue on with Me, who drives a No.9 car

this is Me with her

this is her having her first bath

and together, we have been together for 9 years

(unbelievable even for me)

we got to known each other since Secondary school

we lived in the same neighbourhood and our house is very near to each other

our "puppy love" that started with walking to school together, spending countless hours at the beach behind our house at day time and in the night, and chatting to each other from yahoo messenger to msn messenger to phone.

this is our first year into our relationship

also the first picture of us

it was taken during "Yue Kuang Hui" festival

we were at the beach behind our house with my classmate who helped us took this picture

it was so hard for me to go out at that time as my parents were very strict

however this slowly changes as he now become a part of my family

one of the best memory during school days is

we both are the school prefects

our relationship is known by every teacher as we stayed on together for very long starting in form 3 until now

i still remember when we collected our SPM certificate together; our Additional-Mathematic's teacher, Nora, asked if we are married and have kids

its funny how our relationship flow as it gets older

we started by walking to school every morning

its fun to walk together-since he is carrying all my books

he has to walk further since he always meet me up at my house

even his house is nearer to school compared to mine

after walking, we started taking his bike to school

we even go for breakfast at the coffee shop opposite our school

the picture below indicate the end of our secondary school life

it marked our new beginning in living together, coping with problems and learning to be an adult together

taken after a farewell party for our class

he knows that i love dolls

and from all the dolls he ever bought me,

this is the biggest one he ever got!

"Bobo" is as big as me

it was very funny how he took it back from Penang to my house together with his friend on his bike

his friend had to hug the dog (sitting behind him on his bike) all the way

and people looking at them at every traffic light and in the ferry too!

one of the most memorable birthday outing as he did everything that i never thought i would

he brought me for a day trip to celebrate my birthday from one place to another

and he even got me flowers! ^_^

after secondary school, we started our very own couple life together

we lived in the same house-only both of us

we bought groceries in Queensbays mall

we cook our very own meal together

we painted our room together-he even painted me

we had a proton waja to travel around together and everything that we had at that time was very special

as both of us suddenly needed each other very much

no matter what it is but together with him

i'll feel safe

the first year of living together in our very own house

on our 6th year together

it was very joyful to spent 2 years together living together while studying in Penang

this picture below taken and edited when he was introduced to Adobe Photoshop CS2

he was so crazy with it that he kept on taking pictures of everything and edit them till morning

this picture for me symbolize the everlasting love we have

as we will hold on to each other forever

random pictures

he refer me in this picture as his burden and he has to carry it with him all around

Thomas is from a Christian family while i'm from a Buddhist family

but our family grew closer and my parents like him to be around alot

i still remember in 2007

my dad ( from a Buddhist culture ) celebrated Christmas with Thomas and invited everybody to spent a night in G Hotel, even gave a room to ourselves

during our joyful relationship in Penang we did a lot of traveling

we drove down to Ipoh with friends

we traveled to Singapore for many times every year, sometimes twice a year to visit his brother and sister

Pictures taken in Singapore

in Clark Quay-Singapore River

in China Town

in Singapore Zoo

Sentosa Island

Thomas' room in Singapore

his room is painted in Orange!

he has a Orange coloured TV

he has Orange coloured cupboard

then we reach the end of our Penang life

as we graduated from college with our diplomas!

the journey continue as far as 300 kilometers away from the state of Penang to Kuala Lumpur

Picture taken in Seri Kembangan

on 14 May 2008

i celebrate my birthday in SMART Tunnel in the car with Thomas and Yao

both of them sang "Birthday Song" for me in the car
so sweet!!!

we found our house and we begin our journey in the busy state of Kuala Lumpur

we still travel a lot

we made a trip to Malacca with his KL friend Danny

sometimes he really irritates me untill wanna shoot him

and at times, he just wont realized that i'm always there for him but he's too busy looking away

we made a trip to Pulau Pangkor to celebrate our 9th year together as his friend owns a resort there

he has alot of friends

his friends is very important to him

more important then me =(

and as for Singapore, we still go there

taken during 08 Christmas

and as for the newest edition to the place to be

Genting Highland

he love to drive there (i called it thomas' 2nd house) alot

it is very near to our house

we would travel there in the middle of the night

and come down in the morning

taken in Starbucks

So its 09 09 2009

and i'm still with the same guy i fell in love with 9 years ago ( can you imagine that )

our relationship lasted from secondary school

until now

i really hope that this relationship will continue on forever

so this is the story of our number

NINE

The Power of Number Nine

The Power of Our Love

Happy Anniversary Thomas

When u're not at home ....

2009-09-05T18:54:00.001+08:00

time : 3 years ago
location : penang apartment
situation : alone at home
things that happen : your laptop suddenly " shut down" itself with your assignment inside
result : virus attaching your laptop ... and u need to spend whole night to redo .... HAHAHA...sorry la

time : 1 year ago
location :kl house
situation : alone at home
things that happen : accidentally or the fan fall down itself i dont know
result : fan cant use any more ...... after 2 days cant tahan the hotness anymore... went to buy a new fan back

time :9 months ago
location :kl house
situation : alone in room
things that happen : heard a loud noise of things breaking, some 1 fall down from 15th floor and it just happen beside my block
result : hard to slp at night

time : 6 month ago
location :kl house
situation : alone in kl
things that happen : lost my phone at the last day of exam...while i was prepraring go celebrate with friend, manatau lost my phone on the way back home
result : get a new phone from u ....wahahaha

time : today
location : kl house
situation : u went out to repair car
things that happen : fire at the floor below me ...neighbor came n ring the bell said fire , housemate run and forgot about me, then call me after fews min to ask me run....ARGGG.... 1st thing to do is knock housemate door mah Duncan.....hehe...well, story begin : i start to panic so just pick up my beg and run toward the staircase.(1st time to have this kind of experience) then start to feel and can smell the smoke around like what we saw inside the movie (damn scary) also saw few security guard carry the fire extinguishe running up the building..@_@ ..when reached ground flood, i saw a lot of people standing there already so i start to call up my friend-zinjo who stay at the 9th floor ... guess what she say ??? she said " r u kidding? dont lie me la.... i didnt hear or see anything:"... haha...if you can see the fire then i guess you wont stay inside the house d lor.. hehe.. more funny thing is ... her friend say how about her note?? need bring ??? ............. HAHAHA...... as u can see how stress of student when in exam period .... worry about note more than everything... continue then ... after 15min, the fire detecter was stop and after confirm with the guard, i went up with my housemate. The lift stop at 4th flood and saw a lot of people standing there... me and my housemate also go ke po ..... oooh .... is someone's kitchen fire ... Haiz...... make me terkejut nia ...... below is some pic took when i ke po untill walk in the house.... hehe

result : learn how to escape from fire d ..... so clever i am still know need to run from staircase... because my housemate asked " you didnt use lift ah" ....hehe

As a conclusion :

Realise that you are my "DEFENDER" ...when u around.... my world is so peaceful ..once u leave me alone..... my life is full with fear, challenging, and scary .... may be because of this make u bored - our life too " peaceful" ..... but i totally feel safe when with you !!!

beginning

2009-09-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

Plan to write blog quite a long time already ... but always stuck at the "name of the blog"

well, i move my 1st step d n will continue write about my story here....no hiding no secret no offense .... ^-^

i use to think (think alot) but when come to write, it really make me jam like a traffic jam ... means move a bit then stop then continue move then stop again.... haha

i think (yes,,i think again) i used 20min to write about this ... =p

Tomorrow will start my 1st paper so wish u all GOOD LUCK too ya !!!!

More Than Enough

tear drop at 00:00

To Be With U

Infinity

STOP

another day

~ No Life ~

it's over

Let me be

~~ Hurt enough ~~

Mr. Wrong

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The day before and 1st day begin

Tac 24th Birthday

3 days 3 couples

What A Day ....

6.5.10

You and Me

HaPPy Mother's Day ^^

Fun Site ^^

....

damn angry !!!!

Penang

Holidays

Bye bye curly hair ~~~

1st day of my holiday

Last Subject

SM celebration

The meaning of No.9 for me

When u're not at home ....

beginning

Hurt enough