wat's going on actually......

start to think
am i a suck person?
that one who still dun know how to be
ppl's gf, parent's child, friend even the person i care the most now.....


everything i try to do
is wat i mean it...
wat i wish i can give u
wat i wish i can do it for u

i didnt mean to hurt u

i didnt mean to give u broke promises

that i hate the most bc ppl keep break his promise last time

i know the feel

thats y
when i tell u
bc i will try to do it for u

i dun care wat kind of ppl i am

you get wat i mean?

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Getting lost again...

Getting lost again recently..
dun know
what should i do
what should i said
or
what should i think ....

tot everything is fine
tot i can handle it
tot u feel the same ....

but seem like not at all

you still you

and

me

become some one that i dun know

i wish to continue

i wan to continue

but can ?

i ask myself again

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Taylor Swift - We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Boyce Avenue & H...

Nice Version ~~~

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i miss u badly

review back photo taken in uk
how much i wish i could tell u,
i miss u
how much i wish i could show u,
i like u
how much i wish i could touch touch u untill u fall in slp everynite


i keep thinking
can we?
will we?
 or
only
can i ???

so scare to get hurt or lost it


yet i wish to tell u


i miss "it" everynite


 

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so true

if you wish to know how i pass my day
here with this song ....

i'm alone here
with no one beside me
share the hapiness, problem, sadness
it is diff from friend
u should understant that

but didnt ask you to understand again
because you no long the person slp beside me
to have pillow talk(arm talk) untill we both fall in sleep

even i miss you so much
but i know who am i for u now

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the hand you said you wont let go easily

31.12.2010, Genting Highland-1st world hotel

you hold my hand

look into my eyes

and said


"the hand, i wont let go easily"

........







it's still hurt

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the pain

the PAIN
that i never had
from in to out
from mentally to physically

 the PAIN
that u never know
 the PAIN
that u never care

y i need to handle all this
y i cant just be a normal girl
y so unfair

wat i did wrong
for i need to face this all
alone

i wont beg for anything again


can i just end all this just like that ...

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12/4

Is a memorable day

but try to act normal

focus on work like normal day
yet cant handle the feel
went to cut hair wish to have new look
yet the feel still there
went to beach to have some wind
yet the sky cry like i do

drive alone back at the mid of the nite
rain getting heavy
lightning become often
with non-stop thunder surrounding me


wish u r here
but is impossible
wish i can be stronger
but ....



when can i see the rainbow again...

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