i'm not ok ...

 

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another day

even i knew it

even i knew it b4 i ask

even i prepared b4 i ask

no matter how hard i try to keep the memory

it keep get spoiled

i dun know what r u doing

also

i dun know y u wan to do that

y i cant keep at least one wonderful thing for myself

at least for now

all thing happen so fast

i dun wan to force myself

pls stop forcing me too

what u trying to do

is to get over me faster ?

i doubted ...

i think tonite
i...
...
...
COL
again

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~ No Life ~

Finally,

i get what u mean by NO LIFE

wake up with fear

didnt feel any thing is waiting me there

like the time just pass beside me

nothing can make me happy

nothing can make me feel i'm important

i'm no budy

keep smile to customer

pretent i'm strong in front parent

pretent i'm ok in front everyone

but i'm not ok

i'm tired

i only can be myself at nite in my room

not LOL ...

only COL ......

to make myself feel better

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it's over

By seeing those pic
it remind me alot of thing
but it only mean to me
not for you anymore

i wish i could be just like u
forget everything
let go everything
enjoy the life

start to see 2 ppl photo of u
start to delete 2 ppl photo of us

deleting photo like cutting pieces from my heart


now i feel
not only bleeding...
i lost it

not only my heart ...
i lost myself

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