the pain

the PAIN
that i never had
from in to out
from mentally to physically

 the PAIN
that u never know
 the PAIN
that u never care

y i need to handle all this
y i cant just be a normal girl
y so unfair

wat i did wrong
for i need to face this all
alone

i wont beg for anything again


can i just end all this just like that ...

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12/4

Is a memorable day

but try to act normal

focus on work like normal day
yet cant handle the feel
went to cut hair wish to have new look
yet the feel still there
went to beach to have some wind
yet the sky cry like i do

drive alone back at the mid of the nite
rain getting heavy
lightning become often
with non-stop thunder surrounding me


wish u r here
but is impossible
wish i can be stronger
but ....



when can i see the rainbow again...

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